Thursday, September 22, 2005

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The Right Way
Sometimes I wonder if God intended to make us the way we are,i.e did he place the right organs in the right place and were they meant to serve the same purpose as they are being used for? What if we were meant to use our hearts to think and the brain to feel all the emotional stuff,sounds weird.......I believe, unknowingly many of us do break the cardinal rule i.e letting the head rule.Lets take a simple example:You are preparing for a competitive exam,and having logically planned your schedule for the whole month you get down to business;but somewhere along the way,the beach head of doubt shows its ugly head,realisation dawns that you can never be winner,and have to contend being a winer.You lose focus , complacency creeps in, and the very thing happens, that you had known from the start:I'm a loser with a capital 'L'.

Technically speaking, the moment you decided to appear for the examination the tiny powerhouses inside your brain, the neurons produced impulses which carried the directions to your heart and to the blood vessels.Your heart started working overtime pumping blood,increasing the pressure.Adernaline from the glands,coursing through your veins invoked a sense of self assurance and confidence,and overall sense of invincibility,a feeling that you can take on the world.You reveled in the afterglow for quite some time.Upto this point,everything goes logically.But then the heart decides to take over the reins of control,this leads in two directions.

Either the same feeling of euphoria continues until you lose your rationality and become overconfident,else uncertainity plagues you: Can I better the performance of my contemporaries,and trust your instincts-the path is downhill from then onwards.
Now,the brain is continously doing its work assessing and assimilating data and giving a realistic picture but the heart supercedes
your judgement,here goes you logic down the drain......

The BIG QUESTION IS -HOW DO YOU KNOW WHEN THE HEART TAKES OVER THE MIND ,AND HOW DO YOU AVOID IT?

The obvious answer is don't avoid it,just go with the flow,let the heart decide whats best for you ,that's providence.(Thats a separate topic altogether,and we can have a discussion sometime else).
But ratiocination tells you otherwise. Just think of it as a single chance to show that you are accountable for your existence and no matter what guides you ,the brain or the heart you have to prove worthy of the human race which has survived generations of wars(fought with both, the brain and the heart),disaster,epidemics and maliase to show that he can and he will ...........


Destination Unseen
Its one fine day,
and I'm on my way; the destination's unknown;
It might be right,that I'm out of my mind;
I may not be home soon;
Left an elysium to tread the rocky roads ahead,
got the chromatic sky to live under
and the parched earth as my bed.
Its another fine day,and I'm on my way,
the destination's still unseen,
I've made some friends,they are here to end
the quest for my inner being(self awareness);
taught me how to fly,how to end this misery,
how to get high;
Its one of those days,when I've lost track of time,
lost my way,lost friends of mine;
flew so high,could touch the sky,they could'nt touch me now..
that which bonded us,took us apart somehow;
Trapped in a purple haze,
my soul soars across the desolate sky;
lost my way and I'm afraid to live,but I've lost my will to die.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005



Autobiographies are meant to start from the time you are born,The ultimate beginning;
symbolising the very fact that you are staring into an unknown,abyssmal space,where everything is fluid,unique;tiny bits of potent light enticing you,asking to be touched ,felt, absorbed.You reach out and get sucked into the vortex ,without control,just hurling down empty space and when you have lost all hope and faith in your surroundings,blinding light flashes and you start feeling cold,naked ,threadbare;haunted by the booming voices ,unable to utter a word ,you break down and cry.............;cause you know things will never be the same.
The Dawn of a new beginning...

I've lost all control,I'm going wild
want an escape ,there seems nowhere to hide,
overexposed to a galaxy of sparks
wonder if I'm still the Lord of the Dark;
Ready to engulf the light,time to give up without a fight
And THE LORD OPENS HIS EYES


The Glass Eye knows All,sees All;
through the soul,through your dreams,desires,fantasies,memories;
knows your fears,insecurity,apprehension,reluctance ;
your anger,vengeance,bitterness,Monstrosity ;
But as it is with glass: filters and reflects :
filters the good and reflects the bad
THE GLASS CAN BE TOUCHED BUT IT CANNOT FEEL................
(to be contd.)
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